Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Beyond Our Imagination

You feel lonely, me too.
some times I wonder, whats my live for. Why i work, study ?!. is it worth enough?. when i am alone, i feel so empty. I feel so lonely, but that is not the point. The point is all people, not all, but most, ever feel those kind of experience. So it is just a meter of time to find out what is your life for.

So, when you feel lonely, just make your self busy with many stuff. Trust me it work's, at least for me. anyway should finished my journal asap. ..

Sunday, September 14, 2008

15 sept 2008

Hmmm, pengen ngasih hadiah, tapi ga bisa....
orangnya pergi ke timur tengah.
mau ngasih selamat juga ga bisa....
no telpon ga ada.
palingan cuman bisa ngirim email....

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

Gundah Gulana

Gundah Gulana
dikau dikau dikau dikau yang aku cintai
kenapa akhirnya seperti ini.

tapi biar waktu yang membuktikan
walau kamu tidak akan pernah mau

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

benar2 kosong

rasanya benar2 kosong.....
rasanya hilang semangat hilang semuanya....
tapi ya harus tetep terlihat semangat, dan berusaha tetap semangat...
demi demi demi masadepan.
paling ga biar orag lain bisa liat gue bisa..............

Monday, December 10, 2007


benar-benar kosong.
kenapa kenapa kenapa.......
kamu kamu kamu
kenapa kenapa....

Thursday, December 06, 2007

So Empty

kok rasanya kosong ya....

Saturday, November 24, 2007

then what ?

After 4 years waiting, finally she abandon me before i say something directly from my mouth.
Oh damn what the hell. Fell like useless person. Although she cut out the friendship and abandon me, I still love her. Please don't ask why.

Anyway I know some day this situation will happen. Just makeup my mind and stay calm, don't act cruelly. Then maybe some of my present for her will dispose into trash, but i don't mind. She already stole my heart from the first time.

Now, I just wanna cry.
let's get out this country.
anyway it's really hurt for me.
damn what the earth happened to me?.................