Beyond Our Imagination

You feel lonely, me too.
some times I wonder, whats my live for. Why i work, study ?!. is it worth enough?. when i am alone, i feel so empty. I feel so lonely, but that is not the point. The point is all people, not all, but most, ever feel those kind of experience. So it is just a meter of time to find out what is your life for.

So, when you feel lonely, just make your self busy with many stuff. Trust me it work's, at least for me. anyway should finished my journal asap. ..

15 sept 2008

Hmmm, pengen ngasih hadiah, tapi ga bisa....
orangnya pergi ke timur tengah.
mau ngasih selamat juga ga bisa....
no telpon ga ada.
palingan cuman bisa ngirim email....
hiks
kangennnn
hehe

Gundah Gulana

Gundah Gulana
uhh........
dikau dikau dikau dikau yang aku cintai
kenapa akhirnya seperti ini.

tapi biar waktu yang membuktikan
walau kamu tidak akan pernah mau

benar2 kosong

rasanya benar2 kosong.....
duhhhh.....
rasanya hilang semangat hilang semuanya....
tapi ya harus tetep terlihat semangat, dan berusaha tetap semangat...
demi demi demi masadepan.
paling ga biar orag lain bisa liat gue bisa..............

Uuuhhh

benar-benar kosong.
kenapa kenapa kenapa.......
kamu kamu kamu
kenapa kenapa....

So Empty

kok rasanya kosong ya....
duh...........

then what ?

After 4 years waiting, finally she abandon me before i say something directly from my mouth.
Oh damn what the hell. Fell like useless person. Although she cut out the friendship and abandon me, I still love her. Please don't ask why.

Anyway I know some day this situation will happen. Just makeup my mind and stay calm, don't act cruelly. Then maybe some of my present for her will dispose into trash, but i don't mind. She already stole my heart from the first time.

Now, I just wanna cry.
let's get out this country.
anyway it's really hurt for me.
damn what the earth happened to me?.................